Who am I to you….?
Am I a lover, a friend or maybe a combination of the two or neither…
I feel like a stranger, someone who you’re ashamed of, someone you don’t want to be seen in public with… holding hands or even standing next to.
Am I still not worthy…..?
How am I suppose to help myself if all I feel is abandoned….
I tell you I am not happy. I told you I am depressed and all I hear from you it’s all in the head.
Maybe all the negativity is in my head but my heart just want to cry out.
Why won’t you see how much pain I’m really in?
Now I feel like one of those whiney teenage girls.
I guess writing it down does help.